So, unlike Ana, I think I will post random emo things here XD. but happy too :D. just things that are on my mind that I want people to actually read, instead of just sit there like they would on my blog.
So I'm pretty sure you're all aware that I've been fighting with one of my bestest friends lately, but I'm coming to think this is actually a good thing. You're prolly like "... how is fighting with a friend and not talking to them a good thing o.o. Amber you're a crazy sonofabishhhh" but I'll tell ya ;D
My other three closest friends ( Ana, Mads, and Becca ) and me have all had a super epic 'I'm not gonna talk to you, you're a total douche' fight in our lives.
Ana's was when we were little, and it was in fifth, over something stupid that I can't remember O.O but we didn't talk to each other for about two months. And then one day she called and it was like we never didn't talk.
And we're still best friends.
Madison's was all throughout 6th grade, into the middle of 7th. Of course I had just started going to a new private school, and automatically I hated her. She reminded me of a girl that I didn't like that was in my class in fifth grade, Hannah. and during the fourth of July parade that we were in, Mads had told me: 'For my birthday party last year I only invited Amanda and Becca. Sorry" which annoyed the heeeelll outta me. like I was gonna care o.o. So I took that as "i don't wanna be your friend cuz I only need them"and hated her. And then became friends with Becca who then told me all these things to make me hate her more.
We didn't really talk to each other, and I didn't really start to know her until 7th grade. We got into this epic 20 minute face to face fight during recess about If she had worn Becca's sweatshirt and which one of us lied more.
We finally stopped, when mads looked like she was gonna cry and I was shaking with anger. I apoligized and from then on tried to get to know and understand her better. And here we are. She's now my sister XD.
and with becca, during the end of 7th grade and beginning of 8th we argued a little bit, but a couple months into 8th we got into this epic fight because at her bday party she had defended Mooyo ; (i've always spelled it like that o.o don't know the actual) instead of me because she liked him. Which I thought was effd up. So i wrote this uber long hate letter and gave it to her.
We fought and argued for maybe two months, until her sister called me and forced me to apoligize. I hadn't realized that Becca had apparently cried every night because we were fighting and she was losing one of her best friends. So I willingly apoligized through tears, and now we're super close again.
Of course I've argued with them many times since then, but it's never been Bad again.
After fighting, I find that I'm closer to my friends.
It takes a while to build the trust and the broken bond, but once it's mended, it seems like it's unbreakable.
I hope the same thing happens with Austin
So I'm pretty sure you're all aware that I've been fighting with one of my bestest friends lately, but I'm coming to think this is actually a good thing. You're prolly like "... how is fighting with a friend and not talking to them a good thing o.o. Amber you're a crazy sonofabishhhh" but I'll tell ya ;D
My other three closest friends ( Ana, Mads, and Becca ) and me have all had a super epic 'I'm not gonna talk to you, you're a total douche' fight in our lives.
Ana's was when we were little, and it was in fifth, over something stupid that I can't remember O.O but we didn't talk to each other for about two months. And then one day she called and it was like we never didn't talk.
And we're still best friends.
Madison's was all throughout 6th grade, into the middle of 7th. Of course I had just started going to a new private school, and automatically I hated her. She reminded me of a girl that I didn't like that was in my class in fifth grade, Hannah. and during the fourth of July parade that we were in, Mads had told me: 'For my birthday party last year I only invited Amanda and Becca. Sorry" which annoyed the heeeelll outta me. like I was gonna care o.o. So I took that as "i don't wanna be your friend cuz I only need them"and hated her. And then became friends with Becca who then told me all these things to make me hate her more.
We didn't really talk to each other, and I didn't really start to know her until 7th grade. We got into this epic 20 minute face to face fight during recess about If she had worn Becca's sweatshirt and which one of us lied more.
We finally stopped, when mads looked like she was gonna cry and I was shaking with anger. I apoligized and from then on tried to get to know and understand her better. And here we are. She's now my sister XD.
and with becca, during the end of 7th grade and beginning of 8th we argued a little bit, but a couple months into 8th we got into this epic fight because at her bday party she had defended Mooyo ; (i've always spelled it like that o.o don't know the actual) instead of me because she liked him. Which I thought was effd up. So i wrote this uber long hate letter and gave it to her.
We fought and argued for maybe two months, until her sister called me and forced me to apoligize. I hadn't realized that Becca had apparently cried every night because we were fighting and she was losing one of her best friends. So I willingly apoligized through tears, and now we're super close again.
Of course I've argued with them many times since then, but it's never been Bad again.
After fighting, I find that I'm closer to my friends.
It takes a while to build the trust and the broken bond, but once it's mended, it seems like it's unbreakable.
I hope the same thing happens with Austin
The Sky, the Starr, in... My Heaven
~Darkess, out
P.S. See? Mads is even in my outro as one of the only things I need in my Heaven. XDDD If that isn't close, I don't know what is :P
~Darkess, out
P.S. See? Mads is even in my outro as one of the only things I need in my Heaven. XDDD If that isn't close, I don't know what is :P
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